However…

I had 2 squares of an edible before we went to dinner.

And then at dinner I drank this entire flight of beer.

I just remember everything starting to spin and putting my head down on my jacket.

And they gave me this card with a gift card to Powell’s!

I love them so much.

The sky is falling
Human race that we run
Has left me crawling
Staring straight at the sun
Only a moment I notice
Every dog has his day
I paid attention
Cost me so much to today

For so long
I saw only wrong
But now to remind
It’s a waste of time

Close your eyes and see the skies are falling
Close your eyes and see the skies are falling

I wanted something
Nothing blank I don’t know
It’s all deflecting
Stones are easy to throw
Only a moment I notice
Hours, days left behind
Of wasted, useless
Selfless, none of a kind

For so long
I saw only wrong
But now to remind
Not to go back to the low

That has drained my life so low

Close your eyes and see the sky is falling

And our customary Bushelhead and water!

Children of the popcorn are kicking ass!!!

He’s from my trivia team. We saw the Joker movie. Holy shit balls was that movie fucking good…

He knows I’m moving, so it’s just going to be a casual thing. Not sure how far I’ll let things progress.

He did kiss me though…and messaged me good morning. It was nice getting a good morning text.

Not sure I want to mess with relationships anymore.

Too much pain

I don’t like pain

That is all…

I can not take one more minute of this shit!

I can’t take one more text, letter, or voice mail from you. Just fucking stop!

I don’t know how hard it is for you to understand, I’m leaving Missouri. I want absolutely NOTHING to do with you. I divorced you for a fucking reason.

1. You beat our dog. You laid on her and punched her in the stomach repeatedly. She then started peeing every time she saw you. So you would use her body to wipe up the pee, carry her by her collar, I could hear her choking, and then throw her outside. You carried her around by her tail, threw her against the wall. I finally found another home for her.

2. You purposefully made messes and then had the kids clean them up.

3. You threatened to beat my parents up and wouldn’t let my mom in the house.

4. You left me 200 miles away from home because I was paying more attention to the Foo Fighters, at their concert, than I was to you.

5. You called hannah a slut and threatened to beat up Connor

6. You accused me of having an affair with Timmy. I’ve known Timmy since he was 4. I consider him my son.

7. You left me at my cousins wedding because I had to walk down the aisle with another man

8. When Hannah was in the hospital after having 2 ribs removed, you texted me EVERY FUCKING DAY accusing me of trying to get back together with Hannah’s dad because you saw us laughing in the hall

Don’t offer to let me live with you to help me save money for Portland. I have NO feelings for you whatsoever. How could I do that with a clear conscious!? I would just be using you.

I don’t want to sleep next to you, have sex with you, or kiss you…please, just stop.

This man is insane!