I’m sitting on the banks of the Willamette drinking my Starbucks with a homeless man to the left of me talking to himself and a man giving massages talking about astral projection to the right of me! Lolol

He even walked me to my bus stop, which was a half a mile away from his car. He offered to drive me home, but I won’t get into cars with boys anymore. Not after what happened.

Despite how shitty I’m feeling.

I am not looking forward to talking to people. Ugh

I’ve really got to start talking about what’s going on and all the things that have happened in the last few weeks. This is going to be hard because I hate emotion and this will be super emotional.

Yesterday, she had a really bad day and left work early. I sent her this meme:

Today she came in and told me that it made her cry. But then said, “I can’t keep walking because I’ve fallen and I can’t get up!”

We were talking later in the day and I told her that I needed a mental health day. Thirty minutes later, she came to me and told me that she got my shift for tomorrow covered. Plus I get paid. She also told me I’m one of the only people she likes in the store and that she takes care of the people who take care of her. ❤️

He loved it! I cried…as usual!

6 months ago, I’d be sending him dirty messages right now…lol

Sometimes I would get stuck and I’d ask Joey if it was worded good…he’d always tell me how jealous he was. He wanted messages like that! Lol