I stupidly told Robert I loved him. It was just a love ya, like I do all my friends, but it’s different with him. I don’t want him thinking I’m in love with him.

This virus shit is getting to me. These people are idiots. The newspeak and constant conditioning from the media is ridiculous. People who should know better are falling prey…I cried all morning. Jason, Roger, and Kris were all so caring. I love them.

Roger and Jason call me a couple times a week and Kris checks on me daily. I appreciate their concern. It’s nice to feel loved.

I miss the BBQ’s Roger and I had in Missouri with our kids and his wife.

“I know we don’t usually show affection in our family, but I fucking love you. I love that you dedicated everything to your kids, and I love that you chased your dream of moving to Portland and fucking made it work. I love the strength you showed to perservere through your own mother’s death and keep making sure your kids had a place to live. You’re a great fucking mom and I’m fucking glad to have you.

If I could be half the fucking parent you were I’d die fucking happy.”

I literally cried my eyes out

And on a different note,
I don’t agree with all your opinions, only with some, but I think that you are a really cool person.
You’re a very unique individual and I like that a lot.
You rock 🤙

One more thing,
I’ve been following your posts for quite sometime now.
Switching jobs, moving, dealing with stuff..
I know for a fact that you are a strong & a cool person.
I’m really happy that you’re on my friends list.

today was the first day in months that I listened to music for an extended period of time. It was a good day

Damn, that man is so nice to me! He thinks way too highly of me.

Kris and I started talking about sex. Not with each other, but just about general shit. I’m kinda uncomfortable with it. I just don’t want it to get out of hand. Or I should say, I don’t want him to think there’s anything more than just friends. I don’t even want friends with benefits with him. I just can’t go there with him. It’ll ruin our friendship.

I’m just sooo stupid!

And making a huge post