Had lunch with Emily today!

Jenna and Joe came over last night.

I have these 3 guys that won’t leave me alone. I can’t decide if I want to even pursue a relationship with anyone. I don’t think it’s worth it really plus I still don’t trust anyone and I certainly don’t trust my judgement.

Paul keeps saying, “you’re the prize! Look how much you’ve accomplished!”

I’ve started a book club with a woman from the Tom Woods group

She’s super cool and I like her take on things.

Had a major break down at my counselor last night. I actually almost cried in front of him. I will never allow myself to cry in front of anyone. I think the last time that happened was at my moms funeral.

Wait! I cried at R’s house at night and on my birthday in his car. Dammit!!! 😡