What is going through that mans mind…??? I’m truly saddened.

I told him how stupid I feel for messaging people I haven’t talked to in months to make sure they’re ok. I told him how weak it made me feel. I mean, obviously these people couldn’t give two shits about me, but here I am concerned that people are ok. These are the kinds of things I do that are stupid. Why even care about people who don’t care about me?

He’s such a nice guy though. He told me that it’s because I’m a good person and that I’m not in any way weak. He said I’m strong and everyone knows it. Which is funny, because he’s the 3rd person in a week to tell me that. 😂😂😂 If only they knew the real me…

He also told me we should meet sooner rather than later, because I’m one of the only sane ones left. Lolol I told him we should use our trump dollars! Lololol

Never in a million years would I have thought it would come to this. I just can’t take his downward spiral into complete and total statism.

Kris and I had a great conversation today about our wanting to care about having a relationship, but just not thinking it’s worth it. I’m glad he understands.

I’m so done with Vince.

Jason is such a sweet heart! I love that man!

Betsie and I decided we’re twins that were separated at birth. Lol

EVERY ounce of respect I had for him is gone out the window.

Sean keeps wanting to go out, and I keep telling him no. I’m just not interested. With the experiences I’ve had with men the past year, I’m just not sure I’m up for trusting anyone. And he has so many red flags. You just can’t trust guys.

Not to worry, I’ve got two jobs lined up already!

I’m looking into getting my real estate license since I want to start flipping houses within the next 3 years.

I’m not going to get what I want when my life is partially dictated by the whims of others.

Why didn’t I do this sooner?