I am not looking forward to talking to people. Ugh

I’ve really got to start talking about what’s going on and all the things that have happened in the last few weeks. This is going to be hard because I hate emotion and this will be super emotional.

Yesterday, she had a really bad day and left work early. I sent her this meme:

Today she came in and told me that it made her cry. But then said, “I can’t keep walking because I’ve fallen and I can’t get up!”

We were talking later in the day and I told her that I needed a mental health day. Thirty minutes later, she came to me and told me that she got my shift for tomorrow covered. Plus I get paid. She also told me I’m one of the only people she likes in the store and that she takes care of the people who take care of her. ❤️

He loved it! I cried…as usual!

6 months ago, I’d be sending him dirty messages right now…lol

Sometimes I would get stuck and I’d ask Joey if it was worded good…he’d always tell me how jealous he was. He wanted messages like that! Lol

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They make me want to scream!

Again…

We’ll see how this works out.

I’m so excited!

Jenna and Joe came over last night.

I have these 3 guys that won’t leave me alone. I can’t decide if I want to even pursue a relationship with anyone. I don’t think it’s worth it really plus I still don’t trust anyone and I certainly don’t trust my judgement.

Paul keeps saying, “you’re the prize! Look how much you’ve accomplished!”