Might not be my best idea.

Omg! Just kill me!

❤️ C’mon baby, let’s do it.

🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢

Z

I cried…I’ll miss them so much!

I was only suspended for 4 years…

Fuck the govt bullshit

It just hit me! 😳😳😳

What the fuck do I say? “You were tolerable!”

“I want us to spend one last night together before you go.”

“It would be a night to remember.”

I replied, “what do you have in mind?” I’m thinking going out and having a beer. No big deal.

He said, “Some drinks, a hotel room, some strip poker, some passionate love making, no strings, no future obligations, just one last expression of love to close out our time here together. Say you will.”

“Show me your feet. 😘 ”

“It will be very liberating, I promise.”

I asked, “how would that be liberating?”

He said, “It could help clear your mind off recent relationships, bring some good closure to ours, and leave you free of any self perceived obligation to any man. Liberating.”

He knows what happened in Washington. I stupidly told him when I had a beer with him over a month ago.

“It’ll be my last chance to make you feel like the beautiful woman you are, and to make up for some of the bad I brought to you.”

“Just send me a feet pic w/panties and I’ll set it up. 😍”

“Once in a lifetime memory. Awaiting your reply…let me know.”

How is letting him use me for sex liberating? I have not one ounce of attraction towards him and I’ve told him I’m not interested in any kind of relationship. I just don’t get it. Wtf?!

And i don’t understand how having sex with someone would free me of any obligations towards a man. I see sex as just the opposite. I only have sex with men I want a relationship with. Sex ties me emotionally to someone, not frees me of obligation. That’s why I feel like it was a mistake to have slept with R in May.