It was my last session with my counselor

But I came home and N was here and my daughters ex was here to say goodbye to me. I love him! I wish they were still together.

I’ve got to stop smoking

Yelling at me because I won’t fuck him…

I didn’t say anything because the kids were here

N is sooo mad he wasn’t here when it happened.

My anxiety is through the fucking roof

Then went home and had amazing sex

There’s a team that’s named, “I can’t believe it’s not children of the popcorn” tonight! Lolol

Tonight, he looked me in the eye and said, “I’m thinking of fucking your mouth.”

“I don’t like Hitchcock because Billy Wilder exists.” Says N

I’m so fucking excited and scared. Customer Ryan and I we’re talking today and I told him I was worried that no one would like me. He looked me in the eyes and said, “believe me, you have nothing to worry about. This place won’t be the same without your smiling face.”❤️❤️❤️

I literally have the best customers. Deric was in today and hugged me good bye. Tony came by and said that I’ll do amazing.

Chick was in today too. She was in a car accident this morning and said that I was the first person she thought of to text but she didn’t want to bother me. I told her, you don’t EVER have to worry about that. You could never be a bother.

Roger was in. I gave him a free drink.

🤢🤢🤢🤢