Must be because I’m back here…idk but I’d like them to stop.

So, N and I have decided to not continue or romantic relationship and just stay friends. He doesn’t plan on moving up here and I’m certainly not leaving. Hopefully he won’t be like R and just disappear. I doubt he will though. He still texts me good morning and good night and we’ve video chatted and talked on the phone. All in the short 2 days I’ve been here. I know as time goes by communication will decrease, hell find someone and maybe I will too.

And I only smoked 2 cigarettes since I’ve been here.