Bummer

Vince, thanks for my dose of reality. I needed someone to just hit me over the head with some truth. You’re right. Never has a person been more right!! This is why you’re my best friend.

And thanks for making me laugh when I told you how weird it is for strange men to ask me if they can help me. “You mean you’re finally getting a normal level of attention you deserve from men and don’t know what to do with it? 😂”

Its a very low day for me. I miss my little girls so very much. I thought getting almost 12 hours of sleep would help. But yeah, not so much.

I went to bed at 7:30 or 8. Got woken up by Joey and Jason messaging me and the same time asking if I’m all right. I think I fell back to sleep around midnight and was up at 6:30. I could sleep another 12 hours…

When I got home last night, I was so exhausted. I was on the verge of tears and just wanted a hug, to snuggle, and someone to stroke my hair.

So I need to find some happy things to do today or something to distract me. I close tonight so that’s not improving my mood.