I’m starting EMDR with my counselor. It’s suppose to help with dealing with traumatic events without having to relive them by talking about them. I can’t even say them out loud. I just want to get rid of these pesky negative thoughts.

Most relevant song lyric relating to my life right now: my problem is you make me melt and I don’t want to be frozen anymore.

oh and I got fitted for a bra today. I used to wear a 48DDD, now I wear a 34DDD wtf? I NEVER thought I’d wear a 34!