That is the one line from The Only Thing by Sufjan that I think really defined my relationship with Shane. I wanted so much for him to just to feel happy, but he sabotaged himself all the time. He never wanted to improve his situation, only complain. He messaged me a few days ago, which is what prompted the mass blocking, telling me how hard his life is. Dude, I honestly don’t know what the fuck to tell you. You’re in exactly the same place you were when we parted. I’m totally different. I’ve changed myself. I want you to be happy but I can not invest one more minute of my time into your life. If you want something different, you’ll have to figure it out on your own.