So, I’m really starting to regret having my surgery.  I’m sick of the way I have to eat now. There’s always pain involved.  I have a constant stomach ache now.  I can hardly eat or drink.  I think I eat maybe 400 calories a day and drink 32oz of water a day.  I’m weak and exhausted.  I go back to my doctor on Tuesday.  I’ll talk to him about it then.

I figured out why I had crazy legs.  I was out of my Paxil for at least a week, and I’m assuming it was withdrawal symptoms.  I’ve been back on it for a few days now and my legs are back to normal.

I am feeling a bit depressed, I’m not sure I can live my life like this.