Do you seriously have nothing better to do than harass my daughter and stalk me?

Jesus Christ, Doug and I have been separated for over 3 years, just get the fuck over it!!!!

I was at work doing my wellness evaluation…

They took my blood to test my glucose level, cholesterol, etc. When the test was finished processing, the nurse had me come over to the side with her and proceeded to ask me over and over if I’m feeling all right, if I needed to sit down and if I planned on eating anytime soon. I thought to myself, “I felt fine until you made me feel like I was about to die.” I felt completely fine. Another nurse came over with crackers and orange juice and instructed me to sit down and eat and drink the snacks she provided for me. They then decided to finally tell me what was going on, all my blood work was well within the optimum levels. My cholesterol was actually on the low side but what really concerned them and what caused all this “special” treatment was my blood sugar levels. Apparently my glucose level was 50, optimum would be above 70 and below 110. They told me that they couldn’t believe that I was feeling ok and they didn’t feel comfortable with me leaving until my glucose level rose to within normal limits.

You could say bye or not, whatever.

Tuesday May 18th is a day in history
It’s a day that has been constantly repeated for years and years
A day no more or less significant than any other day
It’s only a blur in the endless carnage and suffering
That possesses the stinging similarity to the Nazi holocaust
These atrocities, however, are happening right now
It’s just another day of ethnic cleansing in Bosnia
Ethnic cleansing is the Serbian invented euphemism
Describing the atrocities being committed against Muslim and Croatian civilians
The war that began in April 1992 was predictable
What was not so predictable was the cold-blooded murder of civilians,
Nor was the massive deportation in over crowded cattle cars
Of trains to concentration camps
Upon arrival at these camps prisoners are sheared like sheep
Denied medical attention, food and shelter many die in these camps every day
The grass has all been ripped out to eat
When it rains prisoners find themselves standing up to their knees in mud
Only a handful of these prisoners bore arms against the Serbian soldiers
The Serbian government has given orders that special treatment be shown
To healthy women between seventeen and forty years of age
Tens of thousands of these young girls and women receiving this special treatment
Were systematically raped with the sickening plan of impregnating them with Serbian seeds
And making them bare a stranger, which is then to be taken away
The world strongly stated “Never Again” after World War II
This may be the reason why most of the world seems to be ignoring this modern day genocide
Tuesday May 18th, 1993 ws the date on the newspaper that held the gruesome picture of
A woman holding a skull that once belonged to a loved one
This single picture outraged me and opened my eyes to the ethnic cleansing
I had previously overlooked as just another war?
It was a slap in the face that I still feel to this day
A constant reminder of the pain caused by human ignorance and greed
Almost two years and one song later and nothing’s changed, except for the death toll
How muchlonger will the people sit silently by… as history repeats?

I’m too open with people. I shouldn’t ever let anyone know how I feel. It’s so stupid to let myself be vulnerable with someone. Everything starts out fine, but eventually they stop loving you and leave, physically or mentally.

The good news: I found my glasses.

If I ever date, that poor man. I can’t keep track of anything.

For some reason, this song is making me cry tonight.

Be yourself I want no one else
And if you’re sad
Just let it out

By your side and still you hide
Hide it all
Just let it out

Moved me like a wind
And shook me when you blew in
All winds someday change
Before they blow in cold and strange

Laugh it off, if you’re feeling soft
Then let me in
And let it out

Moved me like a wind
And shook me when you blew in
All winds someday change
Before they blow in cold and strange
Searching for something to feel
Seems like it’s anywhere but here
And now your eyes are open when we’re kissing
Forever wondering what you might be missing

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