This girl!!!!

I have no use for it. And there’s one less app on my phone!

Last night was rough. It’s a new day, new start!

Physical therapy for me…

Woohoo *note the sarcasm*

I don’t even know how to describe them.

Tomorrow I go to the doc for my knee issue. My doc will see my cuts and I’m not sure if he will ask about them. I can’t decide if I will say anything or just try to change the subject. I can barely bend my knee. It’s REALLY painful, weak, and feels like it could give out at any minute.

It feels really weird not talking to you. I’m not sure… I just hope you’re all right. I worry about you. I know how depressed you get and you internalize it all. I wish I could help you, I wish you would let me. I wish you would open up to me.  Just realize that our relationship is incredibly important to me. You have given me so much and helped me deal with so much crap. I don’t think I could ever repay you.

This is something that terrifies me in more than one way, but I have to deal with it. I’ve ignored it my entire life. It’s time to meet it head on….