I’m so excited to go on my solo trip to Chicago to see the Bahamas! Yeah, it’s 500 miles away, but it’ll be worth it. I’m being completely adventurous and staying at a hostel. I just hope my god damned knee heals before then…standing up for any length of time makes my knee angry.

I am a bit apprehensive about going only because of SP. I feel like I associate him with this band and it might make me sad. I haven’t listened to Afie in awhile now. Maybe in the next 29 days, things will change.

I’m finished with relationships where I’m second.

I’m finished with giving every part of myself to someone who can’t or doesn’t want to do the same for me.

I’m finished with people who take but give nothing in return.

It’s time that I am someone’s priority

It’s time that I get every part of someone

It’s time for someone to give to me

I hate coming here. It’s so frustrating to wait an hour to spend 20 minutes with a doc that just wants to shove more meds down my throat.

I don’t even trust her…

“How amazing it is to find someone who wants to hear about all the things that go on in your head.”

I feel better though…

It makes me question everything I thought.

I wish I didn’t smile every time I saw your pic.