I spent the day by myself. I thought I would feel better mentally, but I still feel sad. It was nice, though, to just sit in solitude and think. I don’t get enough time to do that. I took some pics, but they all suck.

Friday I bought tickets to go see Bahamas in Chicago on Jan 29. They were only $18 each. Now, I have to find someone to go with me. I said something about it on Facebook and a few guys said they wanted to meet me there, but yeah…knowing what I know now about some of the people on my Facebook, that probably is not a good idea. Although, I could just go by myself.

I hope there’s not a huge snow or ice storm. That would suck because then I wouldn’t be able to go. I’d go if there wasn’t a lot of snow even though driving 500 miles to Chicago in the snow would not be my idea of fun. Plus I’d have to listen to my parents tell me how terrible it is for me to drive by myself in the snow. What if your car breaks down? You’ll freeze to death. What if you get in an accident? What if someone mugs you in the city? Grrrr….I know they only do it because they worry, but I’m fucking 40. I can handle myself.

Afie Jurvanen is pretty quickly catching up to Dave in the celebrity crush category. Wow! What a hottie!

So much is going through my mind…I wish I could put it all down.