Is all this pain worth it??? It doesn’t feel like it is…

Will people ever see me for the fraud I really am? I pretend like I’m this fucking ray of sunshine, but yet, I’m secretly dying on the inside. I’d do anything to have someone just come up to me, give me the permission I need to just let it all out and then let me cry on their shoulder until the pain is purged from my soul.

I want to release my pain…cutting seems so appealing to me right now!